The day started on a good note. I had to go to school[after skipping a whole semester] for registration and course materials. *Phew! The crowd wasn’t very sexy at all. After settling with the avaliable, I took a back seat with some freshers and before I knew it, we were having a convo.
Yeah before that, on my way to school this morning; I took a bus, as I was trying to get comfortable, get my fare out and indulge myself in some soothing songs, Andrew just popped out for nowhere. My facial expression was priceless!
1.) We live in the same estate and we came out almost at the same time[I saw him] but went opposite directions.
2.) I did not expect to see him talkless of sitting beside and paying my fare or even speaking to him. This was someone I’ve known for quite a while now and thought he was always bothering me. I usually didn’t give him breathing space to even talk to me. I had ignored his Whatsapp messages countless times. But here I was sitting right beside him, I didn’t even know what to think. For a while I was just numb; avoided any form of eye contact and just feigned normalcy.
After a short awkward silence, he started a convo. *sigh All shades of awkwardness. Anyways fast-forward to some 10-15 mins later, we were both saying our goodbyes as I had to get down at my bustop. Okay, it wasn’t totally awkward. We talked. He seemed cool, calm, and gentlemanly.
When I was done with school runs, I was ready to go home. I don’t even know how to describe the-whole-walking-in-circles-almost-losing-my-way charade. [Not that I wasn’t familiar with the route, I just couldn’t decide on which way to go] Anyways I got home safe and sound under the rain and still don’t forget to invest in two neckpieces.^_^. That basically made my day.
Hiya Good People!
How are y’all doing?!
I just realised i haven’t had any form of drama in a while. In like 6 months or thereabout. I mean No boy(friend) drama, no girl(friend) drama, bestie drama except Mother drama. My mum’s kinda on leave and has been home for a while so i have to deal with her overbearing atttitude DAILY! *rme. Apart from that, my life’s been practically stress-free. Kinda. I have very few friends and i’m so terrible @ keeping in touch. I kinda expect my friends to check on me and not the other way round. Selfish I know. Except you’re exceptionally special or you have a place in my heart. Then i might actually think of you no offense -____-
Anyways, what was i saying again?! Drama! Right! Yeah so i think i’ve succeded in ejecting people that are bound to stress me out or have stressed me in the past. (Did i mention i hate stress?! Erm no i didn’t. I do with passion. One of the reasons why cooking isn’t my favourite thing). Uhm, moving on so at this point in my life, i have a peace of mind. I dunno. At least that’s how i feel. I’m basically looking towards the future. I’m not dwelling in the past or crying myself out of a heartbreak or fighting a fellow girl over ridiculous things you know. I’m just positive and optimistic. Negativity isn’t my thing. I’m taking each day as it comes and just appreciating God for it.
I have a feeling this state-of-mind might soon come to an end. 😦 i’m not gonna be in my comfort zone forever. Challenges are gonna come and they’re gonna hit hard. So right now, i’m just gonna enjoy the moment because it might now come again. Buh on the positive side, i think it will buh it wouldn’t be as liberating as this.
P.S: Don’t have boyfriends,they come with drama! :|. Instead concentrate more on yourself and achieve your dreams. :).
P.P:S: Special Shoutout to my very tiny circle of friends: Feranmi (Official_Agbero),Dunni (dunniie_),Bolaji (anti social network),Deola and Ola. Y’all are always in my heart 🙂 and not forgetting Mudi(Oluwamudi) and Sola(Replacement2). I really hope to meet you guys someday :).